and so I realised, I wasn’t ever going to be good enough. Not for anyone and it wasn’t because of anything shallow, anything physical. It was me, my personality. My lazyness, my inappropriateness and my irresponsibility. Things that I couldn’t really change, deemed me trash.

I feel like I can’t trust you anymore. Why would you say those things. I told you in confidence. I guess i know who you chose. No, that isn’t fair. I guess the one who plays ‘victim’ always wins, in the end.